When she passed away, I was grieved by her death. For quite some time, I was filled with hatred. She could have lived.
Upon my mum's death, I went to live with my godparents, whom I known as Alice Aunty and Uncle Chua. They were nice to me and eventually, I started to learn to forgive, though I will never forget the pain inflicted.
However, it's true that time heal all wounds. The pain I felt so deeply then is now less painful. But I still felt sad that mum did not have the good fortune to live to see her grandson, darling Keane...
I remembered on the day of her passing, dad said that mum didn't want to die; she wanted to continue looking after my brother and me. Being a mum now myself, I can really feel how worried she must had been. All mummies put their children and family above themselves, they would choose to suffer in silence just to keep her families together.
To conclude, I would like to tell my mummy that she can rest assured that our current mother has been taking very good care of us all these years since she married dad. I hope mummy had reincarnated and is leading a happy life now. I will also take good care of darling Keane and spend quality time with him, no matter how tired I am...
PS: Godmum had an operation on 23 October. I hope that she is now on the road of recovery.
